Chapter 16

True feelings of mine..

actually I really don't know how to express my feelings to others..
because I worried that things which I felt that is really important but others don't feel the same as me...

lets see...
friends are meant to be together but not be separated into groups...
Am I right???...........
I'm not sure...this shows that how blur I am...

Is that so important whether the person are single or not???
that's got nothing to do with your friendship right???
should I call this as BOIKOT???
haha...I also don't know...
but anyway I am sure that if the same situation happen on the person who did this to others before will feel it as a victim!!!
because those who did this, they never stand in people's shoes and think in different way...
they have brains, but just put it at aside..

You refuse to join us does not mean that you are so kind and giving the couple chances to spend together...
the couple will not join you all in a gang if they wanted to spend time with each other only...
if planned to go out together but walk separately, we are totally like just accidently meet with each other in a place...
do you guys understand what I mean???

Explaining to others is really hard...
but what to do??
because I living in a community...
not living alone in a cave...
so I shall learn to communicate with others...
shouldn't you give chanse to others???

what will you guys feel when you are only important to your friends when you can bring benefits to them???
are you an walking ATM machine???
are you a chauffeur???
then who are you???

I have just learn something new in between this few days...
just keep your mouth shut when others don't bother you and try your best to make yourself transparent!!!muahahaha....
do the same way as how they did to you..

friends are important...
but nothing is more important then beneficial!!!!!
life = benefits > friendship
therefore, life = benefits!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 15

GREY AREA OF MY LIFE

Life is difficult when you need to handle many things at the same time...

Yet, most of us still face it bravely...

Sometimes, i really feel like wanna quit from all this problems...

But at the end i have no the strong will in myself to quit...

Isn't it quiting from somethings is easy???

but...why is it so hard for me???

am i not strong enough???

Is friend important in our lives???

are they the main character in our lives???

are they playing a good character or bad one???

why must we have friends???

is all your friends treating you sincerely from the deepest part of their heart???

what will you feel when your friends making you transparently???

OR...i am just too sensitive about it???

GIVE ME SOME TIME...

I WILL GET USE TO IT AND GO THROUGH IT WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM!!!!

Exam fever is now burning!!!!!

why are the society judging the young ones through their exam results???

and this is just like a game where all the participant can't quit or surrender!!!!

i am one of those too...

i am trying my best in this very last moment!!!!

just hoping that the god can give me more time....

i really need it...

i won't cry when i get bad results...

i also blame no one except myself...

when you not prepare 100%, you deserve it!!!!

I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!

i regret...i wanna change...

i wanna try 101% of my ability!!!!

i really really meant it!!!!

not only for getting flying colours in the last goverment exam in my life....

but also to fight for my brighter future and reach the goal of mine...

further more...to catch my dream...

when you see all your friends are moving toward their dreams...

you will definitely feel jealous...

so i am!!!!

i don't want be the audience of their DREAM REACHING SHOW!!!!

I WANT TO BE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN MY OWN SHOW!!!!

nothing much to say about...

saving up time to get well prepare for my show!!!!

wish me luck...

as i will wish for you too...

all the best in life!!!!

Chapter-14

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAU ENG HUAN!!!!

22.07.09 was Hau's 19th birthday!!!
actually we should say thanks to her mom to gave birth to Hau and let us to have such good and cute friends...

Everyone..say thanks to Auntie!!

We bought unforgetable presents for Hau..
which included a girly necklace, a birthday card and a bouquet of flower!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope she really like it..
the present becomes isn't expensive when many of us shared to get her all theses..

now i feel a bit guilty..
because we bullied her on her birthday!!!
hehe..
how evil I am..
that's my idea!!!
please do not tell anyone about this!!!
we played water and chased after her!!!we are all 19..
but acted like kids on that day..
quite embarrassed..
but..anyway..its okay if we do that once awhile right??

HAU, THANKS FOR YOU SACRIFIED THAT DAY!!!
ENJOY YOUR 19!!!
WE LOVE YOU!!!

Chapter-13-Drama!!!

21.07.09 was upper six science stream drama competition day..
So lucky that my class 6 A Izzuddin have to participate too..
We started to prepare 2 weeks before competition day..

Now..
Let me introduce my drama to you all which entitled..
romeo and juliet!!!
gosh..what a romantic drama..
very familiar right??

I think we should thank our DIRECTOR who lead us to a successful show..
even though we didn't won the champion..
but anyway we enjoyed ourselves..
right guys??

Thanks to our props preparation group who have prepare all the nice props for out actors!!!
especially the costumes, masks and the hats!!!
that's really beautiful and the judges like it as well..

Oh yeah..the most nice scene i like was when JULIET was on the balcony and ROMEO on the stage..
that was my idea...shy to say that..
but..i really like my idea!!!
haha..
no one will aspect that JULIET will be on top!!!
that was really great 1 when everyone felt shock when saw JULIET waved her hand with all the audience...
my god..i feel touch!!!

Thanks to our dancers!!!
they just practice for that funny dance a day before the competition!!!
but...they were great one!!!
no one can beat them!!!
THRILLER!!!

I'm one of the narrator..
seriously share with you all that i really felt nervous!!!
feel like going to toilet at that time!!!
luckily i can control myself..
otherwise...

Lastly..Thanks for your co-operation!!!
I Love You All!!!

Chapter-12

FRIEND OR ENEMY???

I really can understand that u are doing what you suppose to do...
But, don't you feel this way is too harsh???
Maybe because of this, you will lost friends...
hmm...Maybe you didn't treat us as you friends at all...
Isn't it to have a friend better than having a enemy??

You can't blame us on this because we have done our job...
But u didn't!!!!
At the end, you can get the same thing just like what we got...
The BOSS accepted your explanation blindly...
And refuse to listen to us...
That is really unfair!!!
You make us feel that we are bullying you!!!
Yet, we didn't!!!

If you really want to have a good name to protect your post, then PLEASE do your duty nicely...
But not give a kick behind your mates!!!
I can understand that we done something disobey the rules...
But treated us through that way make people hate you...
PLEASE UNDERSTAND!!!

In a PREMIER COMPANY, should have good employer and employees...
But in this company, we don't have one...
Neither the employer nor employees...

Although we are just a small and tiny in that PREMIER COMPANY...
But we have out human rights...OKAY???
Aren't we should treat each other like family members???
You didn't treat us that way...
HOW COULD WE???

Guys..what do you feel when someone touches your body infront of everybody???
Although the one who touch you is in the same sex as you???
That's really embarace!!!
This also make us feel like we have done something which cannot be forgive...
And you guys need to check us like how a police check a thief!!!!!!!!!!
We did nothing wrong!!!

Complain to the HEAD OF DEPARTMENT also bring no effect...
Because we believe that they will help you guys...
Then, who going to help us???Protect us???
The answer is OURSELVES!!!!!

Please do check your members before you take any action on others...
At least this way will make us feel better...
Fair towards everyone!!!

Think of yourself first before you blame others!!!!

Chapter-11

Micheal Jackson ( 1958-2009 )


Today's (26.06.09) breaking news...
The death of Micheal Jackson...
Many people couldn't accept it...
But that's the truth...
No one will make this serious matter as a joke...

Just think that God loves him...
So God brought him to another peaceful world...
Think this way...
You will feel better...

Rest in peace, MJ!!!

Chapter-10

CHANGES IN MY LIFE!!!


After so long PRINCESS is back with the new character of mine..
No longer a PRINCESS when the reality goes into my mind and gave me a big shock!!!!

Too many things had happened in this short period of time...
And i realised that crying is not a good measure to solve problems...

So now everybody, please delete the "PRINCESS" who is ego in your mind and here is the brand new of me!!!

I promise that i will try my best to control myself!!!
Please do support me...
Thanks a lot!!!

If I'm too harsh towards anyone of you before this, here's my apologize...
I AM SORRY!!!PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!

People always says that...
IF GOD CLOSED THE DOOR, HE WILL OPEN A WINDOW FOR YOU!!
Do I have the chance to get the WINDOW??

I would like to introduce myself...
I would like to be one of your friends...
can I??
I am PEISHYEN!!!